So many things are happening onboard that it is sometimes too much to update the blog...
New year crept up like a thief in broad day light. It is crazy, my mind hasn't really got use to the idea of december and i already have to force myself to acknowledge that it is JANUARY!
The ship is getting emptier by the day and goodbyes seem to get harder. I said goodbye to Kaylee on Sunday night and had to bite hard as not to cry. We went through 2 difficult line ups together, Wellington and Bangkok, and she helped and supported me so much. So there we were standing on the family landing both trying not to cry and both failing terribly. I really strongly dislike saying goodbye. My mother tries to comfort me by saying that she hasnt said goodbye as much in her whole life as i had to in my 4 years onboard... It just made it worse.
So there is barely a line at supper or lunch. It might get longer than 2 people but it is far from the 'normal' 10 - 15 people line that we were use to in the good'ol times.
Devotions we can fit everybody in the Main lounge when the walls are both closed.
Even the one each sign is not being used as much...
I am waiting for the day when this hits me...i will probably sit and cry for a day or so. Magda (my best friend for the last 4 years) and i joke by saying that it will only probably happen when we leave the ship and fly home (whenever that is???).
In the meantime everyone is busy packing. Packing up the programme props, curtains, flags, lights etc. Packing up the ministry tools, packing up the fancy cutlery...boxes everywhere! The only escape is crawling into a Ted DeKker book or Vivo City where boxes arent the order of the day.
Empty pieces of paper call out to me - begging me to fill them with strokes of ink. If you have any ideas as to what i can draw, please comment as my creative juices are at 43% at the moment.