i could..

I could
be angry about what you wrote...
but i am not.
I could
be hurt by what you said...
in fact i am.
I could
leave missions because of what you believe...
but i won't
because of what i believe.
I could
do better in my art, you are right...
and i will do better
but for now i am here,
far away from home,
far away from my family,
far away from my A2 sketchpad,
BUT SO CLOSE TO GOD...
even though many don't understand!