The adventure of crying...

Slightly offended i sit here...
Mostly angered i wonder,
WHY Communication suddenly became a foreign concept?
WHY one person has the power to rule 3 individuals?
WHY i feel like crying over something that has no eternal value?

I would like to quit right now.
I would like to run away and never come back.
I would like to give her a piece of my mind...
BUT
... my word is my bond and God has a plan with these struggles,
... where would running get me?
... Jesus loves her and so should i.

With a tired spirit and an empty heart,
i beg You LORD to renew my strength,
i plead that You would guide my steps,
i ask that you would help me to love.
Father
You are All i need...
You!